Marriage Sucks

Well, a day that started out pretty good has now just made its way down the shithole.  I just recieved an email from my husband telling me that he can’t go with me to my doctor’s appointment because, and I quote, “I have a lot of work to do.”  I want to scream and yell, but that might get me fired.  I can barely hold back the tears.  Why can’t I be a priority in his life?  This appointment is a huge deal for me.  I needed him there for support, for comfort, for questions, to hear what the doctor tells me.  But I will be alone.  I want to say I hate him, but I don’t.  That’s why this hurts so much.  If I hated him, I wouldn’t be bothered by it.  And I wonder why I can’t connect with people.

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